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“Satisfied?” he spat.

“Of course not. And this damage?”

“We have nowhere to go,” Aunt Carol appeared behind him, crying. “We’re old. We have no money. You took everything from us.”

“I took back what was always mine. You are the ones who spent years pretending it was yours.”

“Your father robbed us,” Uncle Charles took a step toward me, but the officers stepped in between us. “That money was ours.”

“My father bought your share. You chose to cash out. It wasn’t his fault you gave up too soon, and it’s certainly not mine.”

“You’ll regret this,” Aunt Carol hissed.

“I won’t,” I said. “But you will, every single day.”

I turned around and walked away.

I had the entire brownstone renovated. It took over a month, but it looked beautiful. I sold it in two weeks to a couple with two young children. They were radiant, making plans about how they would decorate each room, about the birthday party they would hold in the garden.

I hope they are happy there. That house deserved good stories.

I also sold the condo where I lived with Jax. I didn’t even go back inside. I couldn’t have. I hired people to empty everything, remodeled it, and sold it furnished to an investor who didn’t even want to see it in person.

Of the five properties I inherited, I kept only the three condos that had always been rented. I left everything in the hands of the management company. The monthly rent was more than enough for me to live well, and I had the sale money invested.

Through mutual friends, I kept getting updates.

Jackson and Madison broke up. She never forgave him for kicking her out that night, pregnant and with nowhere to go. The humiliation, the desperation, the coldness with which he threw her out, all of that killed whatever existed between them.

Madison made peace with her parents and moved back home. They welcomed her with open arms, happy to have their daughter and the grandchild on the way, even under the difficult circumstances.

Jackson, on the other hand, was completely alone. He had cut ties with his parents after everything that happened. The accusations, the screaming, the insults they exchanged when they realized they had lost everything were irreversible. Charles and Carol never even got to meet their grandson.

Jackson rented a room in a shared apartment in a bad neighborhood. He worked at the coffee shop. He returned every day to an empty room. He slept alone, without Madison, without his son, without his parents, without anything.

Charles and Carol were in a tiny, cramped apartment across town. Charles returned to doing construction side jobs despite his age and battered body. Carol found work as a secretary at a pet supply store, earning minimum wage.

The family that had planned everything so carefully had shattered, separated, alone, bitter, each blaming the other for the disaster they had created.

Three months after the divorce, I packed my bags and left Manhattan. I had no reason to stay there anymore.

I chose Denver, Colorado because it was close enough not to be dramatic, but far enough to be a true new beginning.

I bought a small two-bedroom house with a front yard. Nothing luxurious, nothing extravagant. I painted the walls the colors I liked. I hung photos of my parents. I planted roses in the garden because my mother loved roses and hydrangeas because my father said they were the most beautiful.

Waking up early and tending to the garden became my favorite routine. Watering, pruning, watching things grow. A slightly obvious metaphor, I know, but it calmed me.

Little by little, I started meeting people. The neighbor who makes incredible cookies and always shows up with a fresh batch when she realizes I’m home. The owner of the corner coffee shop who already knows my order by heart. A group that meets to walk in the park every morning. People who knew me as Ava, the one who moved from New York and likes gardening, not as Ava, the one who was nearly destroyed by those who claimed to be her family.

It was good to be just myself without baggage, without explanations.

I quit my job in Manhattan. The firm was disappointed. They offered me a raise, a promotion, anything to make me stay. But I needed distance from everything.

I continued working as a consultant for them, but remotely now, on specific projects when and how I wanted. Nothing that consumed me.

I traveled quite a bit. France, Italy, Japan—this time for real—experiencing the places, trying the food of each country, taking pictures.

Mr. Harrison calls me every month, always the same day, the same time. He tells me silly things about his office, asks how I am. Sometimes he updates me on some legal matter.

“Jax tried to appeal the wage garnishment again,” he told me the other day. “The judge denied it. That’s the fifth time now.”

We laugh. He is the closest person I have to family today. And yet there is a part of me that doesn’t open up completely to him, that maintains that safe distance.

It’s been three years since that Christmas Eve. I wake up every day in my Denver home. I make coffee. I sit on the porch looking at the garden. The roses are beautiful, the hydrangeas, too.

I haven’t seriously dated anyone in these three years. I’ve gone out with a few people, had pleasant dinners, good conversations, but nothing went past three or four dates.

Last month, a very nice guy, a friend’s brother from the walking group, tried to hold my hand. We had been out three times. It was going well.

I pulled away without thinking. Pure instinct.

“I’m sorry,” I told him. “I’m not ready yet.”

He was super understanding.

“No pressure. We’ll go at your pace.”

Two weeks later, he stopped calling.

I don’t blame him. Nobody wants to wait for someone who might never be ready.

And you know, maybe I never will be. Because when you spend years believing you have a family, trusting with your eyes closed, and you discover that everything was a giant lie from day one, something breaks inside you.

Now I look at everyone slightly sideways, looking for the trick, the lie, the ulterior motive. It’s exhausting. It’s lonely, but it keeps me safe.

Sometimes I wonder if it’s fair to myself, to the people who cross my path, to wear this trauma like armor against everyone. But then I remember. I remember trusting blindly, never doubting, and the price I almost paid. And then I think, okay, maybe it’s lonely, but it’s safe.

And after everything, safety is worth more.

What I’ve learned is that being alone doesn’t mean being empty. I fill myself with other things. The books I read on the porch. The trips I take. The garden I plant. The house I decorate to my taste. The friends I have chosen to keep close, even if always at that prudent distance.

This morning, having coffee on the porch with a bird singing in the garden tree, I realized something.

I am happy.

Not in the way I imagined when I was younger—without a husband, without children, without that magazine cover life. But I am happy in my own way, in my own time, on my own terms.

Perhaps someday I will trust someone again. Perhaps not. And it’s okay if that day never comes. Because the true inheritance my parents, James and Isabelle, left me was not the money or the properties. It was the ability to always get back up no matter how many times I am knocked down.

And no one can take that from me.

I finish my coffee, look at the flowers, feel the breeze, and smile.

Because today I choose to keep moving forward.

And that is enough.

And that’s it, folks. This has been my story.

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